Monday, December 21, 2009

bitter

Over the past few days, I've been feeling bitter toward my ex. Since I've been working lots (we work at the same store, remember?), I've had to see her occasionally. I've been thinking way too much about how I got fucked over. (figuratively, of course...) I'm upset with her for doing the fucking, and me for feeling guilty, bending over, and taking it.

To move away from the metaphor, basically I blamed myself for the marriage ending. But the reality was that she had this boyfriend lined up which made her start thinking about her future. Anyways, I should have held out for much more money.

Other than that, my mood in general is decent.

Not too much to say today...

1 comment:

VĂ©ronique said...

I hope you managed to have a good Christmas. I know that it can be very rough for trans people, whether they're with family (who either don't know or do know and still get pronouns and name wrong) or cut off from family.

I'd love it if you dropped me a line.